My New Obsession

Sia!! The song is called "Soon We'll Be Found"

I love the melody. I really want to post the video because it's sooo artsy and brilliant but the embeded is disabled on youtube. BOO!!!

Ok I should be studying now. Ugh! Finals suck.


So here are the new disco tights I bought on ebay:






I love them because they look kinda leatherish. So feeucccee!!

This is me practicing my fierce face on my new laptop:

Ok So now I need to leave the PCL and finish studying at my apartment. uggghhhhhh.



-murder me

Something wicked this way comes.

For years now many people (scholars, economists, Ron Paul) saw this crisis coming. For years these people have been warning the government and the people that our economy is on a downward spiral towards something worse than the Great Depression. The government called these people crazy and continued to print more money from the Federal Reserve - which got us into this problem in the first place - and now they plan to force us to bail out the crooks in Wall Street. This is completely unconstitutional. The government, by law, is supposed to stay out of free enterprise and let the economy work out itself.

But of course that is irrelevant. The constitution has been neglected and mocked so much by our government that it might as well just disappear all together. The sad part about it is that they aren't even trying to hide it anymore.

This puts America in a difficult situation. How do we regain our rights? Why oh why are we paying for the mistakes that the greedy criminals on Wall Street made? They're telling us that this is the only way to help our economy. Those banks got themselves into this crisis, THEY should have to pay for it! But instead, the white house wants to bail them out so that they don't have to downgrade their already extravagant lifestyles (bought off the backs of the people) to a more humble way of living. Bush wants to keep his rich friends and the elite comfortable even if that means taking away from the rest of us.

They don't even know what's going on! They don't have a solid reason as to why this has happened...So we have to come up with $700 billion dollars to help the rich stay rich for a reason unknown to anyone? In a few days (maybe less) Congress will pass Legislation that will completely rob us of our Constitutional rights.

Meanwhile, Bush's lapdog, McCain, wants to postpone the debates on Friday until this situation is "sorted out." Yeah right, McCain. This cowardly move is almost as transparent as the Bush administration's sinister undertones.

*big deep breath*

Ok. I'm done.

For now.

Oh one more thing. Matt Damon made a comment saying if Sarah Palin becomes president it would be like a terrible Disney movie. LOL! here it is:

The condemnation of the world

“There is no one righteous, not even one,
there is no one who understands,
there is no one who seeks God.
All have turned away,
together they have become worthless;
there is no one who shows kindness, not even one.”
“Their throats are open graves,
they deceive with their tongues,
the poison of asps is under their lips.”
“Their mouths are full of cursing and bitterness.”
“Their feet are swift to shed blood,
ruin and misery are in their paths,
and the way of peace they have not known.”
“There is no fear of God before their eyes.” - Romans 3:10-18

Who on this earth can you trust then? ...

Ballet is kicking my booty!!! OMG I've never been soo sore from a workout that only lasted 25 minutes!! MAN! Anyway geeze...
My bday is comin up and I have a few things that I want my parents to get me (I sounded like a spoiled brat just then). One of those things is a SICK pair of gladiators.



*drools*

I also want one of these:



And this:



That's all. Nothing too crazy. =]

I LOVE Flobots' new song "Handlebars". It has that Linkin Park layed-back rap sound...well at least the old-school Linkin Park. The jazz is AMAZING in this song! Not too many hiphop groups can pull off that mixture of jazz and hiphop (and a touch of rock) but they do it brilliantly.
Also, I never realized how much I LOVE System of a Down until I heard "Prison Song". They are so politically aware that I was shocked by how much they know.



Ok I'm about to throw my computer out the window because it's going SUPER slow. I think I'll end the show here.

-ciao

The price of beauty

Looks like the going rate to "look good" is going up these days, at least in my world. I just spend 70 bucks on this



It goes up to 410 degrees so I think it's well worth it. Plus the cute pink color is the icing on the cake. I also spent 30 bucks on a ballet workout video. It's supposed to transform your body into a dancers body in no time. I'm excited to get into it.

I am also excited to get into Austin and party like my feet are on fire! cuz thats how ima be lookin every weekend. Trust me. You're only 21 for 1 year out of your life so you might as well wear it out like your favorite pair of shoes!

So on a much heavier subject, I have heard that congressman Dennis Kucinich will be (or already has) presenting a declaration of impeachment in front of Congress today. He had this petition circulating all around the net and I guess enough people signed off on it and now he's able to take a huge step towards having those criminals of mass destruction punished for their crimes. I for one signed that petition and sent him a short letter stating my appreciation and hope to get some justice out of this horrible state that our country is in. Here's the video if you're intersted.



Hopefully we will be hearing about the outcome of this presentation soon. That's if the media allows it. =\

Dark Knight

So I along with thousands of other Americans enjoyed a brilliant rendition of Batman this weekend. I think Heath Ledger did a fantastic job. He is by far the radest Joker EVER! It's a sad shame that he died right before he could be awarded for it. =[
Throughout the movie I couldn't help but wonder how it's even possible to become someone else to the point that you disappear into this different persona. I mean Heath was so much the Joker that he even walked like the Joker would. It was crazy. So eerie his role was.



Imagine waking up to that every night. *shudders*

Why so serious?

Silent Story

It's funny how things are so simple and yet on the surface so chaotic. And it seems like when you think of any aspect of life there's always a distinct opposite to it. Of coourse there's good and evil, young and old, black and white. There are those who know truth and those who don't. I remember learning about Plato and all of the bright philosophers of our time who spent endless hours searching their brains for the meaning of life. Plato developed The Theory of Forms as a result of his research. This theory of his, in spite of its madness, reduced human nature and mother nature itself (the spatio-temporal world that we live in) into a dream. To Plato, the only reality is in the world of the Forms. You can only find true knowledge in this relm. This means, according to Plato, everything we think we know is only a very small fraction of the way it truely is. Down to the smallest piece of grain from a slab of wood. Everything on this earth has a one true form. So there is one true person, one true book, one true table, etc. Plato believed that at one time before our individual births into this phony world, we saw the land of the Forms (well our souls did anyway). And in order to have true knowledge of something one must be "revisited" with a recollection of the souls experience in that relm. Give or take a few details here and there, this was Plato's argument for the truth behind our existence. Noone could ever imagine that he came up with this after having a deep conversation with Socrates over what virtue means. SMH.

AnywaY this astounded me. As I sat looking up at my professor with my mouth wide open I thought of how truely complicated the human mind can get and yet how it wastes much of its thoughts on useless nonsense. This is life. This is human nature. No matter how things are in the world around you people will never cease to question the truth behind their own existence. In almost all these cases they end up finding every excuse in the book rather than simply giving God the glory and being done with it. Nevertheless, I might be able to see the mistakes people make regarding these things but no matter what, people will look the other way and place themselves at the center of the universe. Like Descartes once said "I think, therefore, I am."

The most literal poem I've ever written.

Silent Story

Vultures are flying around this neighborhood
Moving in circles that form shadows where
Spiders spin webs in rapid rhythm. Before them,
This place was a library.
In that library there
Were books about planes and Indians.
People read these books
In silence under fluorescent
Lights that heated the ink
That would melt the words and they
Changed according to the time or to the
Person who possessed it.
Before the books, there were stories;
But they too would change
And disintegrate under the
Heat. The library
Stood in place of a house that
Once had life. The laughter cracked
The concrete foundation and it crawled
Up the walls into the rooms
Until it reached the top.
The life crumbled
Within the house
While the highway behind it
Murmured through the wind.
There were once cars on that
Highway.
They drove on cracked
Pavement that zig
Zagged all the
Way down
To the train railing
Out of control
Into the pit
Beneath the highway
Where the cars
Fell onto each other.
Some cars would break away
And drive backwards towards
The beginning of the ramp where trees
Quaked from the ground up in silent anticipation.
The leaves fell down upon the lawns and the children
Played in them with their ears to the ground listening
To the sound of thunder.

©08 VAW

Just think outside the box on this one. It isn't as odd as it may seem =]

Things done in darkness will ALWAYS be brought to the light.

Former White House Press Secretary Scott McClellan wrote a book exposing the Bush administration of leading America into an unecessary war with propaganda and lies. He claim that they were not "open and forthright on Iraq". The book is titled "What Happened: Inside the Bush White House and Washington's Culture of Deception".

I think this was a smart move on his part. When the government is finally judged for their deception and curruption he won't be judged too harshly. Hopefully the citizens of America wake up and realize that the world as we see it through the media is NOT true.

On Wednesday CNN's Jessica Yellin had an interview with Anderson Cooper about McClellan's memoir and embellished some of her own stories. She stated: "The press corps was under enormous pressure from corporate executives, frankly, to make sure that this was a war presented in a way that was consistent with the patriotic fever in the nation and the president's high approval ratings," "And my own experience at the White House was that the higher the president's approval ratings, the more pressure I had from news executives — and I was not at this network at the time — but the more pressure I had from news executives to put on positive stories about the president, I think over time...."
Upon Cooper asking her if she was forced to tell only positive stories about the president, she responded,
"Not in that exact.... They wouldn't say it in that way, but they would edit my pieces," "They would push me in different directions. They would turn down stories that were more critical, and try to put on pieces that were more positive. Yes, that was my experience."

Looks to me that more people are joining the McClellan bandwagon. The more people who stand up for what is right, the more truth will come out and the less control the government will have over the brainwashed masses. Wake up people! We ARE brainwashed...

brain-wash-ing
1. a method for systematically changing attitudes or altering beliefs, originated in totalitarian countries, esp. through the use of torture, drugs, or psychological-stress techniques.
2. any method of controlled systematic indoctrination, esp. one based on repetition or confusion: brainwashing by TV commercials.

Is Oprah evil?

There is only one way to the Truth, but that way is very narrow; only a small number of people will ever find it.

The Basement

Here's a little poem I wrote at 5 oclock in the morning. Why does inspiration hit me at the most random times? meh. enjoy =]


The Basement

It will all make sense in the end, but for now the story belongs to you.
And you will keep it forever stored in the bottom of your house along
with everything else that you keep down there. And when the time
comes you will stand at the top of the stairs thinking about them.
The dusty lamp-shade made light, red; which made you think about the doorknob
leading to the basement where the records hide inside boxes. They sit next to
the china and the Polaroid’s. Bicycles in basements can not ride themselves, but
then again mysterious things are known to happen in the darkest places. Places
where the story lays wrapped up in a blanket while you stand there, one hand on
the knob, and the other in the air. You begin to ask yourself why they made basements
anyway; if not to forget about things. It is much easier to forget about things, until you
ask yourself: who is they? You put your conscience down there one day, and they
taught you how to shut the door and never think of it again. But it is hard to forget.
Isn’t it? When the beating never stops? You have been trying to ignore it for some time now. Other people’s basements thump softly; therefore, they can live with the sound. But yours beats like 33 base drums that roar to your every footstep and your every whisper in the dark. It is there, and it cries and it sighs and it dies; for you. That old story about treasure screams while the wooden planks vibrate driving nails against your foot.


© 08'


Back in Austin enjoyin the weirdness. I saw "There will be Blood" with Sol at the drafthouse on 6th st. tonight. The acting was superb. Tomorrow night I'll be at the Beta Chi Theta house drinkin up the free liquir while striking up convos with random strangers. Can't wait.
Until then I'm drowning myself in hours of Spanish and Othello.

By the time I'm done I will have mixed the two creating a hybrid Spanish Shakespear version of Othello....in my mind of course. =]

Later.

More photos to come in future posts.

Hello there!

So I have decided to create a brand new blog domain. Amidst my several blogs that are floating around out there in internet land, this blog is going to be about my specific interests; God, writing, art, fashion, current events (world news), and college life! With a more impersonal vibe, I'll be posting pictures, poems, videos and different things that I find intersting. Feel free to comment. =]



In this pic. I'm wearing brown tights and a necklace that my grandmother gave me. (the spiked one). I love my furry boots and tights! I want a pair of tights in every color.



Ok I will be updating as often as I can. *smile*

peace.